Sex. Money. Drugs. Love. Scandal.

Sex. Money. Drugs. Love. Scandal.

You told me that you loved me
But I knew that it was all a lie
It was never about the love
You were in it just for the sex and I was you trophy wife
Every time I wanted out
You pulled me right back in
Whether it was by money, drugs, or that scandal
That we did last week
You liked it didn't you?
At the time, I did too.
But enough is enough
I want my part out of this
My bags are packed
And the car is waiting for me outside
I was leaving him
And there was nothing he could do about it
Or so I thought
He was standing in front of the door
Last time I checked
He was in his room sleeping
Guess not
We stared at one another for a bit before he spoke
"Where are you going babe?"
He used that loving voice once he knew that I was serious
"I'm leaving you for good."
My voice didn't waver but it was in so much pain
I wasn't going to let him know that.
"Why?"
Was he serious?
He should of known the reason of why I was leaving
I began to walk closer to him
Not to hold him
Or to forgive him
Or to kiss this all away
But to grab the rest of my bags
And to get the hell away from him
The man that I truly loved
Died the moment this bastard appeared
He grabbed my hand
I twisted it out of his reach
He pointed a gun at me
And I stood there petrified
He smiled to me once more
"Now, you're not leaving me...right?"
He knew with one hundred percent that I wasn't leaving him
But he still thought wrong
Either way, I would be out of his life forever
So regaining the same composure from before
I looked straight into his amber coloured eyes that I once loved
And told him what I said all over again
He wanted me
And I wanted freedom
Looks like someone wasn't getting what they wanted tonight
As he loaded the barrel of the gun
And pointed it to the dome of my skull
I gave him a smile
A smile that I haven't given him since we became husband and wife
And a tear
For now I would be with the ma I gave my heart too
The next thing that I heard was a gun shot
And the sound of me falling to the floor
Moments later, I was dead
Off to see him and to start anew.

Bang Bang
The B.I.T.C.H is dead
(Beautiful Intelligent Woman who Took a Chance at Happiness)

Bee
May 9th, 2010